Tuesday, 22 July 2025

Feeling Groggy

 I've not been at my best today, so have done the bare minimum, including perching up on top of the worktop in the Utility to scrub the windows clean, and wipe down fly-spit and dried up flies, cobwebs etc.  You can tell I don't often clean the Utility window can't you?  It killed my knees, so I had to have a wrapped up towel beneath them.


My Hollyhocks have just come into bloom - nothing like as impressive height-wise as some I saw on the way back from Hereford last week - those must have been 10 feet tall - but they will have been watered, unlike mine, which just got a splash now and then.

I had a short walk the other afternoon, and took a photo of the out-of-town parking for motorhomes/caravans - not sure if these are for people helping in the show itself or who they belong to.  The transport coaches and big red bus park here too, when not in use.  Parking for the many MANY thousands of people attending the show is on farmland out of town, and people are ferried in by the coaches.


This is the view from the end of our track - same as the view from inside my bottom triangle of garden.  Masses of caravans and some tents too - some souls who like their own space right under the treeline in their tents or like the bell-tent on the far right, in the middle of the next field!  These are for stockmen I assume, people who have trade stands, etc etc.,  who need to be near their stands/animals. There are what I imagine are solar lights which light up the pathways after dark. The Young Farmers village, with HUGE music marquee (it's like a mini Glastonbury) is further along the Newbridge-on-Wye road.  There are also hundreds of caravans in fields the other side of the road from the showground.

I managed to get into town early this morning, to get my paper and go to the butchers.  I bought their top quality bacon - just 4 really thick slices (1/4") best bacon, 4 sausages and 6 Free Range quality eggs - just under £10.  A bit Eek pricewise, but ONE slice of the bacon is a meal though!  A little indulgence I don't often have.


 I had an unwanted visitor in the night - these shoes were in the kitchen - a good 15 feet from the front door!  Scubbing off definitely needed and lord knows where the offender has slugged off to.


Alfie doing "relaxed".  Just shows you how "off" the colour perception is on my phone camera - those are bright pink flowers, not purple.

Well, I have done a few jobs today.  Two lots of washing out and most of it dried.  Spare bed stripped and remade, with some help from Lulu.  Utility windows washed and cleaned and polished.  A little shopping done, paper bought and read.  Ooh err about the Durrells, who'd have thought it?  Not quite the happy family they were shown to be in the books or tv series.

Tam still knocked out by this bug, Rosie a bit better but not back to normal appetite/drinking yet but sleeping better (through being poorly, bless her).  She and Tam had a good long sleep together this afternoon whilst Jon, no. 1 carer, went to the shops and got stuff to try and tempt Rosie with.  Rosie it would seem, has my caring gene.  Seeing that Tam wasn't able to eat much last night (they had got a bag of chips as they were late leaving the hospital), she was trying to shove chips in Tam's mouth, bless her.  Just like Tam did with a banana when Keith and I both had bad flu in 1990.  She was then 4 yrs old - Rosie will be 16 mths on Friday - but very aware and concerned and knowing people have to eat.  Amazing for one so young.

Right, nearly time to watch Foyle's War again.



  

8 comments:

  1. Alfie looks very contented. Our hollyhocks kept falling over so we removed them.

    God bless.

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  2. You could try growing them up against the house wall so they have some shelter from the winds, or else stake them? They liked it here when some seeds fell in the shingle by the house - barely any soil there but they got their roots down deep.

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  3. I felt like death yesterday morning too. Yesterday I postponed the financial adviser until next week when S is in respite and I can concentrate and I cancelled my hair cut. But the plumber came and I went out for a brisk walk for an hour and got a sweat up which did me good - getting rid of those stress toxins. Interestingly when I started walking I scanned my body for pain: neck, left shoulder, right hip, left knee, right Achilles and at the end all the pain had gone. Exercise works! No bath last night because of the plumber’s visit (sealant needs to cure) so I had a good hot shower after our six o’clock supper (courgette, feta and mint frittata with garden salad and potatoes) and then I helped S wash and into pjs and we watched the footie together which he really enjoyed while I was sewing (the children’s) name labels on his clothes for the care home. I was feeling sad because the GP phoned me in the morning about S’s drugs for the care home (his Sinemet says on the box take as directed by a doctor and of course the care home need specific timings and written instruction from a doctor) and GP said he would make a referral to Macmillan nurses for community care. We also received a letter yesterday to say we will be getting a wheelchair. It’s starting to feel like we’re getting towards the end, but who knows how long we have. We had such a a nice cuddle on the sofa last night and yesterday morning we were in bed together at 4.30am having tea and biscuits. He’s 72 BB. I cannot bear to think about it. I just wish he hadn’t spent so long in hospital which did him no favours and of course I am feeling guilty about care home respite but I desperately need a break. I am on my knees with tiredness. I’m hoping to go swimming today (my cleaner comes while I’m swimming) and swimming with my supportive fellow swimfitters and our fantastic coach always makes me feel better. Did I mention the gospel reading when Jesus visited Mary and Martha in their home. Martha is rushing around doing everything and wearing herself out and Mary is sitting peacefully with Jesus. The clear message is to be more like Mary. We both slept better last night and that makes all the difference. Peaceful acceptance is my new mantra. Hope you feel better too. Sarah x

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    1. Oh my dear, please email me if you want to just offload. My shoulders are broad, and I've been there, sadly. I'm glad the wheelchair will arrive soon, which will make things a little easier for you both. I hope that the MacMillan nurses are soon in place - we got no help at all, other than Danny and Emma - probably because of Danny and Emma. 72 seems so young, but perhaps he has longer than you think. Keith's form of Parkinsons was so extreme and attacked him from all angles. It was definitely worsened by his being on the Steroids so long for something we're pretty sure he never had.

      Don't feel guilty about the respite, as it gives you a chance to rest and to build your physical and mental strength again. Sit and rest beside S - share happy memories and enjoy life together whilst you can. Peaceful acceptance is a good mantra - something I never managed as I have an anxious personality.

      I hope you can keep up with the exercise as it is so beneficial. Sending (((HUGS))), Jennie xxx

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  4. Your Hollyhocks are beautiful, the slug trails not so much!! I really do need to make a list of things to grow or buy for next year as I also forgot Foxgloves this year. I haven't read anything about the Durrells, I need to do a bit of Googling.

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    1. Sadly their mother was a raging alcoholic, and older brother Lawrence had about 4 wives and ruined each of their lives (although one did have the temerity to die on him before he ruined hers). He went through women like a hot knife through butter and was a proper lothario.

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    2. Gerald was also a raging alcoholic

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  5. Those Hollyhocks are absolutely stunning! I’ve not grown any this year but will do so next year! 😁

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